Drug Use & Drug Abuse

More specifically, it is Psychiatric drug use VS Illicit drug abuse

If I have depression, or dysthymia, or an inability to experience pleasure (anhedonia), why do I need to take psychiatric drugs? I can take cocaine, amphetamine, heroin or opium too, they make me happy and feel high too. It reminded me of the patient who took his own life by jumping off from a building. He said gathering with his bunch of friends and taking those pills are his kind of pleasurable activities (case study here), just like women go shopping or people go gym. Yea, right, how about that? Take a few “pills” and I’m better?

Antidepressants like Prozac and Lexapro (the SSRIs) do not provide pleasure, it restores the capacity for pleasure. It is neither excitatory like cocaine nor satiating like heroin. The drug taker doesn’t crave Prozac and does not feel relief when it enters the system. The desired effect, a change in responsiveness to ordinary pleasures, occur gradually and is unrelated to the daily act of consuming the drug. So unlike cocaine which produces quick, strong but short-lasting “high”, people don’t “usually” get addicted to the SSRIs.

Drug addicts use stimulant drugs hoping to cope with intolerable feelings. Without medication, they may experience little enjoyment. Prescribed medication makes drug addicts who kick the street-drug habit feel less empty and better able to enjoy ordinary pleasures. For the addict, the hope is to enhance the ability to “postpone gratification”, something antidepressants may do by increasing the ability to imagine future pleasure. If and when ordinary pleasure becomes appealing (after a drug addict is treated with psychiatric medicine and begins to experience “ordinary pleasure”), it’s hoped that self-understanding and self-control will follow (no longer rely on illicit drugs to achieve “instant pleasure”).

So can we use anti-depressants (and some other medication) to treat stimulant drug addictions? I believe with a combination of behavioural therapies, and supports from the immediate family members, anti-depressants would work. But taking only anti-depressants without strong mental and motivation to quit and sufficient social supports is definitely not enough, not in long-term for sure.

Psychiatric Drug Abuse?

But anti-depressant drugs (focusing on SSRIs here) can also be abused. There are patients whose depression were treated with the SSRIs, once successfully weaned from the tablets, want to restart it, not because they are depressed, but because life seemed brighter when they were medicated. In psychiatry it’s a bit difficult to decide where treatment ends and depression starts again.. but doesn’t this seem a bit like taking illicit drugs? Same applies to people who take excessive anxiolytics (anti-anxiety drugs / tranquilisers) to make them calm and functional, how do we define when it’s legal psychiatric drug abuse?

There are people who feel more mentally sharp and agile, talk more fluently, and more socially confident when they are on anti-depressants, they continue to take it even when they don’t show any signs of depression at all. Unlike amphetamines which also make people more alert and productive but at the same time is addictive and causing paranoia, most of these SSRIs don’t lead to any significant side effects (and (if) any discomfort tend to go away after first few days). So does this make it morally and ethically fine to take anti-depressants to increase alertness, quickness of thought, and verbal and mechanical fluency, in the absence of illness?

 

P.S. SSRIs stands for Selective Serotonin Reuptake Inhibitors, which are newer drugs used to treat depression, but also work for OCD and anxiety disorders. Some commonly used in Malaysia include Lexapro (Escitalopram), Prozac (Fluoxetine), Zoloft (Sertraline), Luvox (Fluvoxamine).

N.B. This post focuses more on major and minor depression, dysthymia and anhedonia.

Intervention Programmes for Autism in Malaysia

It just happened that I was doing a brief research on the internet and among my friends who are in the field, so here is some information that might be useful to those who are looking for early intervention programmes for children diagnosed with Autism. (It is up-to-date on April 2016, within Klang Valley only).

I’d advise to take your child and visit the centre, get a feel of how it’s like on a typical day, on top of enquiring what they offer and how they charge. If possible, bring someone who knows a bit more in the field!

  • Autism Link, Petaling Jaya (www.autism.my)
    • Using Applied Behavioural Analysis (ABA), 1:1 individually tailored
    • Parental training weekly
    • Monday – Friday (3 hours class)
    • Morning RM5500/month; Afternoon 4800/month; Full day 8500/month
    • Contact: 016-6100309 / 03-7957 0795; Email: enquiry@autism.my
    • According to a ABA therapist friend who used to work there, this centre is strongly recommendable if parents/family is financially capable.
  • Hatching, Jaya One, Petaling Jaya (www.HatchingCenter.com)
    • Modified ABA, 1:4 group (1 teacher/therapist, 4 children)
    • Workshop for parents/children monthly
    • 9am-12pm or 1pm-4pm RM1500/month; 9am-4pm RM2000/month
    • Make appointment for free pre-enrolment assessment (1 hour)
    • Contact: 011-1133 8518
  • ALRITE, USJ (www.alrite4kidz.com)
    • 3 hour or 6 hour session
    • Contact: 03- 8020 6666
    • I called up and was told that they don’t discuss the fee structures over the phone (it kind of makes me suspect …), to call up for appointment.
  • Bright Stars, Ara Damansara (www.brightstars.my)
    • Using ABA, the sun-rise programme; 1:1 or 1:2 individualised
    • 9am-12pm or 12:30pm-3:30pm, RM2900/month; 9am-3pm RM5200/month
    • Contact: 012-3222405 / 03-78590089
    • See brightstars.my/about_the_program (it appears to be the only centre that publishes their pricing online!)
  • The National Autism Society of Malaysia (NASOM) (www.nasom.org.my)
    • Many centres all over Malaysia, including one in Miri, Sarawak. One-stop assessment/diagnosis centre is at Setia Alam (603-3359 3987)
    • Star programme, 1:3
    • Monday-Friday 7.30am-12pm or 1pm-5pm (RM318/month, half day only)
    • May need to be put in waiting list but they have intake almost every month throughout the year
    • Note: The centre that I called up to enquire is Taman OUG centre (03-78317928 / 03-78327928)
  • Freelance ABA therapists
    • Usually much more affordable, so it would suit those family with financial constraint.
    • Some might be able to have sessions at home.
    • Standard, facility, materials used, quality, service might be compromised (or not!!)
    • It might be good to do a review (re-assessment) every 6 months or so to check the child’s progress
    • Where to find? Check the comment section below!

Disclaimer: I am in no way involved in any of the abovementioned centres and their therapists, I have not personally known anyone who had used their services so I cannot guarantee their service quality and outcome. I’m only providing different options to those who might need it, feel free to add your comments or recommend other centres below.

Introducing Originals: How Non-Conformists Move the World

By Adam Grant

By Adam Grant

I first came across this book while going through the reviews of the book “The Leader Who Had No Title” (By Robin Sharma).  And few days later when I was browsing books in Popular, without a second thought I bought it with RM 79.95 (before 10% off with membership). The foreword was written by Sheryl Sandberg, the COO of Facebook.

In fact I don’t quite sure why people are comparing such distinct books. But the problems might be that I have not read any other of Robin’s and Adam’s books. When I was reading Originals, I was quite often astounded by how much Adam knows in different areas, though more focus-on setting up and running business (which is not primarily what I know much about).

Since reading it, I’ve started to pay more attention and question the “defaults”. Another point that makes more particular sense to me, is the “procrastinate deliberately”. I’ve been doing it myself without realizing its benefits for a long time, and you might think that everyone is doing it because they are lazy and unmotivated. But no, as an example, I sometimes draft an important email, and didn’t send it till the next morning, where I’d usually refine a few things before hitting “send”. Doing it straight and immediately may not create such satisfying writing (or “feeling”!). That’s what I often think, and it’s the same in many things that I do – by not doing it or solving the problem immediately, but perhaps taking a shower first (and think about it a little bit during the shower, or not), sometimes a fresh idea pops up (or not)… …

It’s more of a book for the general public, instead of people with psychological suffering or psychiatric problems, it is also not so much about personal development as a whole, and more particularly I’d recommend it to leaders, management and entrepreneurs, and anyone with the hope to become a non-conformist, to be a original instead of an ordinary (especially if you already have a clear direction).

Substance-Induced Psychosis & Addiction-Linked Divorce

When I was doing my master back in the uni, I remember one of the presentations I did was about substance induced schizophrenia. That was just about 4-5 years ago, but I can’t quite remember the details, though I’ve always remembered that one of the triggers of schizophrenia was illicit drugs, I had a diagram in my powerpoint showing how much it contributed to the population with schizophrenia and related illness.

After starting to work in the clinic in KL, I’ve encountered quite some patients who have had a history of taking ecstasy pills or other drugs and have led to psychotic episodes. For the majority of them, their family members took charge and managed to stop them from continuing taking illicit drugs (by stopping them from mixing with so-called “bad friends”, moving to different or new environment, cutting off their finances, threatening to cut off their relationship with the subject etc).

Recently I’ve had this big man, who has had a long history of taking aramine and ecstasy pills, and is seeing the psychiatrist for his anxiety (no, he didn’t show signs of psychosis). He once told me that everyone has their way to release stress, some people go exercise (like me), some go shopping, some watch movies, some do gardening, some just need a good sleep, and for him, he hangs out with his friends, singing karaoke, and… taking pills, spending their nights high. During Chinese New Year, he could be drugged for over a week continuously. Though on normal days, he works, he goes gym (hence he’s called big man, as he’s not just fit, but muscular – like a staff always says, he doesn’t look like a typical drug abuser), he looks after his wife and children. Oh yes, I didn’t mention that he has a family. The wife is lovely, supportive, and all good qualities you can expect from a traditional Chinese woman.

Each time he tries to quit the pills, he would experience a moody state which lasts for two to three weeks, with fears, insomnia. Normally the psychiatric medicine that he’s taking will bring him back to normal and functional. The last time I heard from him after Chinese New Year, he said this round he would definitely quit it, he would stop seeing those friends (I later learnt that it’s much harder because one is actually his business partner), he wouldn’t want to have relapse again and again, and he doesn’t know when those drugs are going to destroy him (his brain/mind), and his family… because the wife said if he takes it again, she’s leaving him (I still remember he said “妻离子散”, such powerful words). I believed what he said, for I know how much he loves his wife.

On last Monday I encountered a motor vehicle accident and had to take the day off. On this very day, big man’s sister called up to the clinic saying that he was really unstable, as the wife brought the kids back to her parents’ house, big man was threatening to cut his wrist (which he did later on). The family members were advised to admit him to psychiatric wards in general hospital. On Thursday when I was at work, big man came with his father (who is also our patient but is in good remission and maintaining with a minimal dosage). The wife called to tell me what had happened this week. She said big man has become really paranoid and delusional recently, always suspecting that she is unloyal to him. On the Sunday before, he went outstation with his business partner (aka one of the bad friends), and spent the night being high, and had called her on 5am, questioning her about the man she kept, threatening that he would do her harm when he came back later. On the next day, he beat her up after being really angry for “what she has done behind him”. That’s the day she had to run away from him with the children, even after he sliced his wrist twice, she didn’t go back, she knows the children’s safety is the utmost important and her husband is not her husband anymore.

What the man presents, is what we call Morbid Jealousy, or Othello Syndrome (an old case study here). He was never delusional or paranoid during the years he was seeing us. He was just having anxiety and fear over some life issues, and is a perfectionist. I believe morbid jealousy is related to paranoid schizophrenia or other psychotic illnesses, and so I can’t help thinking the links between his history of substance use, and the development of his morbid jealousy. From a lot of cases that I have observed, suffering from schizophrenia or other mental illness don’t usually make your partner leave you, quite often the partner can even tolerate morbid jealousy despite how frustrating it can cause and how destructive it is to the relationship; but being mentally ill, having addiction yet refused to go into rehabilitation, and beating wife, that’s the bottom line for any woman, I believe.

N.B. this post was written in March 2016. According to the sister, big man passed away jumping off from a building at the end of March, after calling the wife and speaking to her. 

介紹書<死亡如此靠近>

這本新修版的<死亡如此靠近>已經在我的書架上大約有一年了,一直沒發現它,發現它時卻一直在看別的書,而且之前看過一本蘇絢慧的書,感覺蠻失望的,所以遲遲沒開始看。當時是以會員價RM29.90買下的。

作者蘇絢慧
作者蘇絢慧

這原本是作者的第一本書,裡面有三十個她在安寧療護病房當社工時所遇到的人事物,所得到的體驗,感觸,領悟。寫得很棒很細膩,其中對於這種以”人”作為中心的行業也有了新的頓悟,因為我自己就從事這種行業,所以對於自己有時候在工作裏失去耐心,變得麻木,忘記初衷,變得機械化等,我都在這本書裏有了新和心的領悟,學習著調適,重新找回它們。

當然這書最主要寫的是關於安寧療護,人在生病面對死亡前,如何陪伴他們,幫助卻又不過度”操作”他們,讓他們有尊嚴,減少痛苦與遺憾;還有如何面對死亡,談談死亡,如何陪伴家屬失去至親,如何渡過哀傷等等。因為用的是故事,真實改編的故事,很容易就看進心裏觸動情緒。

或許現在生活中沒有面對死亡或經歷失去的哀傷,但這本書依然值得一看。或許內容總帶著些許哀傷,但也充滿了愛與感動。

Taking psychiatric medication in long-term?

“Do I have to take these pills in long-term? Do I have to depend on them for the rest of my life?”

This is one common question asked in the psychiatric clinic, especially during their first visit when they are prescribed with medicine, and again especially so in the Asians, who seem never quite keen to take western medicine (including myself).

I believe different consultant psychiatrists have different response to this question. More commonly, the answer is either, “not in long-term, but you will have to maintain stably for few months” (so before you are stable, it’s not taken into consideration), or, “yes, that will be better for you; though you should be able to maintain on a minimal dosage” (for some people, maybe just half a tablet of Lexapro 10mg).

And then they will continue to throw you with more questions… But today I just want to focus on this first question. And please take note that I have a background in clinical psychology, not medicine, and I had worked in a national forensic psychiatric ward (UK) for 3 years then in a private psychiatric outpatient clinic (KL) for almost 3 years too. (For differences between psychology and psychiatry, please see here)

I’d advise that you seek advice from your consultant. But if for any reason, you need a second opinion or some reassurance, these are a few points that you can consider…

  1. Are you in a stable state now? Do you and your closed ones around you think you are well? How functional are you compared to the time before you become unwell? (It’s obvious, if you are not even stable on the medicine, do you think you will be fine without it?)
  2. Is this your first episode? (I don’t think any psychiatrist would advocate long-term antidepressant treatment for people who have had a single episode of major depression; It may be different for people with anxiety or psychotic related problems)
  3. If this is not your first episode, how close is this episode to the previous one? How severe is this episode? Is it getting harder to manage, to return to your ‘normal’ state? (The general pattern was a decrease in the interval between episodes and an increase in the severity and complexity of the episodes, until finally rapid cycling set in. As time passes, it requires ever smaller stimuli (e.g. stress, a bit of change, an argument) to trigger an episode. The latter recurrences would typically include all the symptoms of earlier episodes, plus additional symptoms. So, if there has been a number of episodes, and it seems to get harder to manage and cope, you are strongly recommended to continue with the medication instead of withdrawing)
  4. Any early traumatic or stressful life events, e.g. physical/sexual abuse, separation from main carer, death of a parent, prolonged hospitalisation, marital quarreling, mental illness in a family member etc when you were young? (Those are not just memories, the incidents could also have altered your brain, leaving it more susceptible/vulnerable to stress, separation, rejection, loss etc. Click here for more details. Anti-depressant medications have been found to prevent further neural damage and block cell loss.)
  5. Are you someone who’s very sensitive and/or easily stressed? (It might suggest a vulnerability originated from the brain, please refer to 4.)
  6. Are you doing any psychotherapy? Are you responding to it? Does it help? (Not everyone responds well to psychotherapy. But as a psychologist and a psychotherapist I will have to add this point to the list! It is always good to learn more about the illness, to spot the early signs of relapse, to cope with stress and adversities in life etc. How can psychotherapy help after one’s stable with psychiatric medication? I have a post here in Chinese that explains it.)

Again I would like to emphasise the importance to discuss this with your consultant, whether you have financial difficulties, or maybe you think you are stable enough to stop or reduce, or maybe you think psychotherapy will help you in long-term. Sometimes it’s not a bad idea to have a second opinion, but that’s after sticking to one consultant long enough (a few months at least) and things still never improve.

 

A few readings that is related to the topic:

The need to maintain on psychiatric medicine (psychotic and related illness)

The more you worry about having to take medicine, the more you need to take them

Is psychotherapy for me? (Well, if you are now stable and really are not keen to continue with medicine, check here to see if psychotherapy may be for you)

Anti-depressant & Anti-anxiety Medicine (Maybe you are thinking to try to reduce some medicine without the advice from your consultant? See this first)

精神藥物的角色 (The role of psychiatric medication, in Chinese. It also tells you the role of psychotherapy after you are maintaining well on medicine)

In the news: Mum killed for asking son to take psychiatric medicine (No, don’t force them. If they are not willing to take the medicine, try to get professional advice to see what you can do to help, but don’t make them take it…)

Psychology Today: 7 ways childhood adversity can change your Brain (How those adverse experience make you more vulnerable…)